It's cute when boys remember stuff like this because I'm always so oblivious. So anyway, we had a really nice day in town :)
John is a really sweet guy and it's refreshing dating someone different. Not sure if it's a British-boy thing, but he makes me feel extremely comfortable and our first few dates were not as awkward as first dates usually are. He is also more shameless (not in a bad way) compared to Singapore boys, hahaha. We've gone grocery shopping together, walked through a weird part of Canterbury, sunbathed and picnic - and I've had loads of fun every time.
But I've put an end to this undefined relationship before coming back home, because younger boys freak me out, because I'm past the point where I will jump into a relationship when the future is so bleak (what will happen when we graduate and I have to leave England for good?), and because something happened with Jehki that is making me re-evaluate our separation. I told John all these and he's still a very good friend to me, so phew! Plus he's considering visiting Singapore this summer. Fingers crossed!! :D
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