I cannot. I cannot let you go, Gerald. I won't be the same person ever again if I do. How. How do I let go of family? How do I let go of someone who has always been there for me unconditionally? I lock the doors whenever I cry because I don't want someone walking in and asking me what is wrong.
What's wrong is that I will never be able to talk to you about all the monsters in my heart. What's wrong is that I miss you so much but there's no way to make it go away. What's wrong is that I'm dying inside every time I think of you. What's wrong is the way and time you were taken away from me and all the people who loved you.
What's wrong is that you're no longer here..
P/s: Thank you for all your kind messages on my formspring. I may not be replying them anytime soon, but I have read every single one of them. Thank you (:
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