All the longing in the world.

Video-chatting with J right now! We are still continuing our habit of "webcam 24/7", but his internet connection is really wonky there. Nevertheless, I'm really glad he's settling down well in London. Still a little jet-lagged, but at least the weather is treating him kindly :3

I've really really missed him. For the past few days, I have become acutely aware of his non-presence and I think it's because I have to run around the country getting stuff for my trip and he's not with me to tell me what I should/should not buy. Guess I've grown to depend on him more than I should :/

Anyway, I dropped by his house yesterday (?), had dinner with his parents, and stole a sweater from his wardrobe. Haha. That will be my everyday pajamas from now on! Damn comfortable and reeks (haha) of him <3

Jehki, I'm hoping you hear all the words I said, remember all the promises I gave, and know all my thoughts that were unsaid. This already feels so tough and it will only get worse, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed for the both of us. I love you.

"And hadn’t you kissed the rain from my mouth?
And weren’t we gentle and awed and afraid, 

knowing we’d stepped from the room of desire
into the further room of love?
And wasn’t it sacred, the sweetness
we licked from each other’s hands?
And were we not lovely, then, were we not
as lovely as thunder, and damp grass, and flame?"
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