Friday, October 15, 2010

I admire you jia yi. you can be so "sad", "crying" and actually blog about that! how about bringing that fake-ness to a whole new level!

Actually, you know what else I do? I don't just blog here. I post up to 500 entries on my tumblr too. Every single fucking day. And I answer all tumblr-related questions that are on my formspring. So much so that I have gone beyond 2000 questions a long time ago. Wanna add that to your list of how-fake-Jiayi-can-be?

Blogging helps me get through the "sad" and the "crying". Some people write about it, some people draw, some people BLOG. Talk to me again when you can get through the same thing like a superhero, anon.

Not everything I do has to reflect how broken I am inside, because some things I do, I do to fix myself up. It's hilarious how you imply that everybody has to go through your set of rules in order to qualify to be sad, and to be crying. I won't, because I don't give a flying fuck about your sorry ass. And I am guessing that nobody else cares what you think a sad person should be doing.

Just because I don't rock and shake in a corner of my room every single second of the rest of my life doesn't make all these untrue. I take it to mean that I am not letting myself fall into a deep dark hole of perpetual depression where people like you reside and flourish.

If you'd wanted to leave another comment after the previous one, you could have at least talked about something else. You bore me with your unrelenting "fake" talk.

And let me tell you something. You don't fake heartaches like this. You can't because you won't know it feels this way until it hits you.

Ask/Tell me anything (:

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