You're the apple of my short-sighted eye.

Why are you so so awesome? :D


It's the way you put your left arm over me, and how I just felt like leaning in, with my head on your chest and palm against your stomach (secretly just wanting to cop a feel of your abs, HAHA). I felt so safe, especially when you dropped whatever was in your right hand, and put it around me, resting your head against the top of mine. You hugged me and I almost exploded from sheer happiness. It became such a private and intimate moment, I wished it would never end.

It's the way your friends came into the room and made fun of us, but you just held me tighter and we vibrated with laughter along with them like a bunch of idiots :3 I struggled to get out of your embrace because I was embarrassed, but actually, I wanted to stay in your arms, even if it's only for a second longer.

It's the way you took at least 15 minutes trying to dig something out of my hair, but wouldn't tell me what it was (seriously, IS IT BIRD SHIT?!). And then we realized it would be so much easier to just wash my hair, so you did...with the newly-bought shampoo, and over the is-it-even-clean toilet sink. I should have felt humiliated cause you seemed to be pulling out a really HUGE chunk of stuff, but you made me feel so comfortable and at ease.

It's the way you had to bend down a little so that we could hug goodbye and then wouldn't let go, though your back must have been hurting like !@#$%^&*

It's the way you stand by me, in my path of following Christ.

I might still need a long time before I commit to Christianity
"Ok, I will deal with your insecurities and fears till then and from there on."

I may never want to be baptized.
"I understand."

Tonight, I feel like even God won't be able to help me.
"I will find someone to talk to you."

I like you a lot a lot a lot. Maybe it's not falling in love, but I can feel myself growing in your love. I wish nothing was going against us. I wish nothing was stopping us from being together-together. You always move me with your words and your attempt at making me queen of the world. I feel so much like myself when I'm with you, and it makes me happy to be your girl (':

P/s: I keep re-reading this lump of text and I just feel waves and waves of happiness cause I'm reminded of how we spent those times :'D Hahaha, so ridonk.

P/s/s: Forgot to tell you this, but I love the ring. It's perfect for me and it's beautiful (':

 

"To take away all your blues..." <3