It started off horrible because I woke up to a message from Fad telling me Khai got into an accident and will be having an operation. Scared the shit out of me; I was literally in a few-seconds shock before I remembered to reply to her text. Thank god it wasn't too serious. Pandagirl, you better fix that crazy ankle and get well soon! I wanna see you get out of that ward and hop around!
So anyway, I finally got to meet my babies, @khaipanda, @shyzatway, and @faddjbangla. I really missed them and it felt good to catch up with the girls who struggled with me through the last semester of Poly. They are all back and studying now, and I just wish they can do better than cope. Work hard ok! Uni sounds like a terrible deal ):
Leaving the hospital, I took a 90-min bus ride home and it was awesome because I haven't had that in a long while. Very therapeutic. I just kept thinking about J, my feelings for him, how I think he feels for me, and just taking in all that has happened between us for the past 8 months. And when I got home, the first person I saw, was J. It's like he materialized in front of me from my thoughts!! Haha.
Then we took a long walk around the neighborhood. I missed doing that with him. Lately, we've just been driving around everywhere in his car; to school, to work, to his place, to my place, to date. I almost forgot how incredible it feels to just hold hands, stroll, and surround ourselves in the light breeze.
We talked about a lot of things and I suddenly cried happy tears because of how I felt at that very moment. It's a kind of warmth and joy that floats right through your gut and floods the rest of your body. It's how I feel when I enter a church or when I just end my prayers; a strong envelope of love and protection. So while I was crying uncontrollably, J just stood in front of me, chuckled at how silly I was, and wiped away my mascara-stained tears with his shirt (':
My life has never been more perfect.
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