Ever since we got together, I've been thrown off my game. I can't pull any tricks with you because you see through them all. You tell me to give it up and just feel, but is it really all I need to do? I find it so hard to believe I don't need to deliberately make myself interesting. I find it so hard to believe when you say that you love and want who I am with you... The loud and rude and judgmental and impossible girl with the crazy laughter.
With you...
I am worried, but never afraid.
I am anxious, but never insecure.
I am choked, but never unsure.
My faith, my emotions, are all hanging by the thread but Life hands me the greatest irony: I have never felt this confident about a relationship; never felt this safe; never felt as sure that you will cradle my heart with all of yours.
Thank you, my best friend, my boyfriend, my J (':
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