Out of the closet.

I'm finally showing my fei zai face here after a nong nong time. Mainly cause my horrendous fringe finally grew out to an acceptable length. Phew. Thank god for the nutrients that have decided to visit my scalp. Have you missed me?! Ok srsly, can you tell that I have lost weight? (NOT SAYING I AM SLIM NOW HOR) I know still chub but at least lost a LITTLE weight?


JUST SAY HAVE LAH OK, MAKE ME HAPPY AND I WILL CLAP MY HANDS, STOMP MY FEET.


I got a stack of birthday poker cards from Zul aka Yalam aka keep-insisting-he's-javanese! I think I still have alot more cards to collect. Geeeeeeez, think will only get everything after I graduate. Haha.


I am very happy today, and it's rare for me to be so lately, because of everything in my life now. Love how I'm feeling @ this moment and I hope it will never end. If I'm not wrong, I'm in such a good mood because...

1. Back to church again and everyone is very supportive and kind (':
2. Things are going well with WPB and I. In fact, we just got off the phone. <3 h2h talks, bb! He makes me feel very reassured and secure (':
3. Met Rena recently and bought 2 gorgeous bags for $15each! Plus gonna meet her again next week!
4. Met Sharry (finally) and watched midnight's Step Up 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Damn fucking good. Dance moves are orgasmic!)
5. Sharry and Zhenzhi are gonna find me at work for lunch next week!
6. Bought myself a top waiting to be blinged, the Step Up 3 sountrack(!!!!!!!!), a comfosexy nightie, and 2 earphones (any good brands to recommend? Mine spoils very easily D:)
7. Found out that one side of my boobs grew a cup size bigger (perplexing too, cause I can't find a bra that fits)
8. Everyone on my formspring has been very kind and friendly lately! (Yay to you guys!)
9. Found beautiful and lovely people on Tumblr!
10. GOING TO JB TOMORROW!!!

There are prolly other things to be thankful for but the list will go on forever. Basically, I am happy because of me; the way I starting to see things and the way I deal with problems. Not sure if it's a temp thing, but who knows? I am trying very very hard now to grow into the strongest person I know. It won't be easy, but I am willing to give it a shot (:

Leave me a teeny weeny message on my formspring so that I can come back from JB tomorrow and read them! You can throw in something creative, funny, inquisitive, or encouraging (need that alot), actually just anything! I will reply them all (except offensive and invasive ones, of course).