Please just stop.

I am so sick, so sick of getting into any argument with anybody. Seems like the only person who isn't adding on to the drama, is Sw. I don't know if this is temporary, but I have stopped liking a good fight. I am not me, and everyday, I just feel like crying a little before going to bed. I am tired of getting angsty over other people's problem, tired of having to defend and defend and defend. I know I should shut up and there are people wishing I would, but I will still do it. I will still protect the people I love.

You don't know. You all don't know. There's a twist to this story and it's a secret only I'm let in on. If you don't stop doing these, you are going to push him over the edge and he might never come back. This is what I am avoiding, this is what I am protecting. Do you know now?

I wish the two of you would just, listen.

P/s: Played Guess-The-Character with Evan in the afternoon today and I felt so happy and light-hearted. Came home and a few hours later, all our efforts went to waste. I hope you are still feeling better, Pretty Boy! So surprised we were feeling the same!

P/s/s: I will get back to my formspring tomorrow. Sorry to those who left a comment days ago! I love you guys(:

P/s/s/s: I am truly sorry if you are someone who hates emotional entries. This will be over soon.