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I thought this was the worst because what can be worse than worst right? Things are not the best but at least the drama has come to an end? Of course not, it never will. So here I am, and here we are. Fixated at the cross roads, ready to go our way. We are nothing together now. Not a family, not nothing. Just 5 people brought together and bonds as weak as can be. I cannot understand how things can become like this. I cannot understand why I always don't know anything when I am always the only one who cares. I cannot understand why the people biologically programmed to love you no matter what, can stab you in the heart with their insensitivity, can put you at the very end of their priority.

I love all of you but why do you hate each other so much? The same blood flows in our veins but you cannot wait to see him die. It breaks my heart so much because I have to defend my father to my own family. I love all of you. Why can't you do the same?